Ok, I had that last post sitting unfinished for like a year so I finally decided to just post it. I apologize to anyone who read it, it was very boring.
Anyhoo, as I'm sure you are all dying to know how my test went.
I spent literally every day for the past two years studying for this test and....
Well, to be honest, I don't really care.
The results aren't announced until September, and I think I passed, but to be honest, if it turns out I failed, I won't mind.
"But Tom," you say, "if you spend 2 years of your life working toward something and then fail, shouldn't you be disappointed?"
Nah. I realized before the test that I can communicate anything I want to get across in Japanese. Sure my Japanese is not native level, but I am confident in my ability to say anything.
Can I say a sentence like filled with tough vocabulary like "my spark-plug just kinda stutters and doesn't ignite and the left axle connecting the rear tire to the fan belt is a little bent." I mean, not that that sentence makes sense in English and it's a terrible example, but you get the point.
I can say "my car is broken, please fix my car" but I can't go into details about specific parts of my car.
So really, what does the test mean? If I pass, is my Japanese suddenly better? If I fail, is it worse? Absolutely not. I should have had a different goal when I began my studies. A better goal would have been "be able to communicate with people in Japanese."
And in that goal, I succeeded.
Tom 先生。
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After watching your video 100,000 kanji, I started to learn the language seriously. I believe there is no genius here. Just a bit more time, a bit more effort, a bit more thought and a lot more heart thats all make the difference.
一緒に頑張りましょう!
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